I realized I'm actually pretty terrified of others judging my work. When I try to practice drawing or learning a loud instrument I get overwhelmed and I have a hard time getting further. I institutionally have to destroy any evidence of my mistakes.
That's something I should work on.
@kyle I've known people with ADHD and depression that tend to feel that way. I would wager there are a lot of other things going on inside you that feed that impulse.
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