I realized I'm actually pretty terrified of others judging my work. When I try to practice drawing or learning a loud instrument I get overwhelmed and I have a hard time getting further. I institutionally have to destroy any evidence of my mistakes.
That's something I should work on.
@kyle I've known people with ADHD and depression that tend to feel that way. I would wager there are a lot of other things going on inside you that feed that impulse.
Revel in the marvels of the universe. We are a collective of forward-thinking individuals who strive to better ourselves and our surroundings through constant creation. We express ourselves through music, art, games, and writing. We also put great value in play. A warm welcome to any like-minded people who feel these ideals resonate with them. Check out our Patreon to see our donations.